i sold someone half a pan of weed brownies i made and she’s really abrasive and blunt and i’m hoping she ends up enjoying them 

i know her brother and he asked me how my ged went and she was like, “she must be such a good baker if she got her fucking ged”

and i was like, “i have an iq over 140 but thanks for commenting”

so she asked me why i dropped out of school and i blankly told her i was raped by one of my classmates

after that she seemed more or less to respect the fact that i was going to be as rude and honest back and when i gave her the brownies she said they smelled dank 

told me if she ends up getting wrecked off of them she’ll want edibles regularly which would be great 

(Source: larmoyante)

i told him i felt stuck and he kept talking
like he didn’t hear me.

honestly, i don’t
think he 
did.

foie:

people (who do not have eating disorder) who actually want to develop an eating disorder in order to “trim down” are straight up idiots and I hate them.

it’s kind of insulting on a whole that people view eating disorders in such a way given it (a) means they don’t understand the magnitude of trauma that eating disorders wreak on the life, body, and brain of an individual and (b) means that they don’t consider eating disorders serious

and then you have people who go into their new “”lifestyle”” with such an attitude — you know, thinking it’s not serious and anorexia can just be turned on and off at will — and they find out that eating disorders aren’t cute or fun and being thin doesn’t mean you’ll be happy and reaching a goal weight or pants size means shit when you can’t enjoy going out with friends or leaving the house because of the way in which your social skills have been debilitated and your body image has been destroyed ahah ha ha ha

like no one questions that cancer is a big deal and no one sits out there wishing they could get fucking lyphoma but you know

anorexia is a great glamorous way to lose weight and bulimia doesn’t kill you and really it’s no big deal at all so keep acting like the disorders that have ruined my life are some cute fun diet for you to try 

i hate you, but i 
hate you even more when you 
don’t love me. 

i smoked some weed to try to calm down

now there’s a domestic violence match in my head and the dogs are barking and i don’t know what the fuck is going on

you do not have the right to tell someone else how to deal with trauma or dictate what is traumatic for another person 

you do not have the right to tell someone else that their feelings are wrong, unnecessary, inappropriate, or bad 

you do not have the right to tell someone else what they should or should not be offended, hurt, or upset by 

thank 

today you are in pain and you are mean.
i want to take the thorn out of your side but 
you have already rammed one into
mine and i don’t know which
requires the more immediate 
attention.